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Sometimes it's good to cry.

Updates

This recession has gone on for too long! Gr someone print some more money! Make it stop :(

Other than that life is pretty much sailing along on calm waters!

Updates : Went down to London to meet the queen (you wish) .. no to meet my southie bffs for bonding time over lunch that was delayed by atleast an hour no thanks to a very late national express!


Also arranged work experience in a GP surgery in literally the middle of nowhere and I thought Chelmsford buses were unreliable and expensive.. pwah!

Personal statement. Grrrrr... Double grrrrrr...

Holidays nearly over and soon back at the Devil's cage. The prospect of sitting through 20 minutes staring at AMOs face and going through another whole year of trying to please her. Kill me now!!!

Day-trip my motivation dear.
x

Eat this!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Back

It only seems like yesterday I was standing in the Starbucks queue waiting for my skinny latte constantly getting calls from dad on the other end of the terminal to hurry up because it's boarding time.

Arriving in Anna International Airport, Chennai. The humidity just hits you and suddenly all you want to do is take off your clothes and have a cold shower.

I got screened for swine flu which was pretty exciting and Immigration check was the longest process ever. Like always we were in the cursed queue that moved the slowest!

Overall, it's been a crazy but amazingly quick holiday :( I got lucky and got to spend time with the boyfriend himself which was awesome fun. Going down to the beach and walking on the shore ..holding hands... reminiscing about past and future memories and goals. How much we missed each other.. How much we love each other.. It was a dream!

I've realised alot of things this holiday too. The grass is not always greener on the other side. Officially! I began to envy my cousins who lived in India..fighting for survival on a daily basis. Stupidly enough I crave the mess. The pollution. Going out in an auto and coming back hair smelling like petrol. The rush. The constant beep beeps on the road. Kissan fruit jam. Amul butter. Little hearts biscuits.

I realised that how much ever I may love living in England. Deep down.. this is not home. That one day I'll want to go back to where I've come from.

Right now it feels like as if I have a year of absolute pain to endure before going back for another month on holiday. It shouldn't feel like this surely. melodramatic? gah!

I miss my baby :( I've realised alot of things. One of them was ...I need him.
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Summer

I drank far too much caffeine today.

I'm leaving for India Saturday morning. British Airways. Direct. Somehow.. I can smell the aeroplane. Stench of cold food enough to make the stomach do flips. Some lemony air freshener that will be sprayed to debug the plane carrying nearly 300 people. Not to forget the aching sensation in the ears once landed. Flying sucks.

The Departure Lounge is the best - because there's always the Arrivals waiting on the other end. It's one journey in life that actually has a destination that is known.

Waiting in the crowd at Immigration Check is the worst. Stupid government workers sitting on the other end with their frowns. Someone needs to introduce them to the wonderful effects coffee has. Stimulation is what they need!

What's worse? Going through Customs.

I feel so sick.

Reasons to be a doctor

I enjoy House.
I look forward to 9:00 pm Monday-Thursday and Sunday just so I can watch House.
House is amazing.
I want to be like Dr. House who is all knowing minus the depression, the Vicadin addiction and the emotion retardeness!

I think this will impress the med school admissions tutor very much. Do you not think?


Last day of school tomorrow guys! Woop woop.

Random

I think the alignment of the moon to the Sun, the Stars and the Earth is affecting me.

I seem to have lost a bit of my soul somewhere.

I don't think I care enough anymore.