Grabbing a blanket and snuggling deep into the comfortable depths of my sofa I was hoping to either fall asleep during a programme replaying what happened on the 26th of December 2004 or for someone to switch channels.

Because I knew at the end of it. I'd just feel horribly sad and sick with worry about the future of the human race in general. And perhaps on a more personal level, my own lifespan.

Another year gone by. See last year when the clocks struck 12 and it was officially the 1st of January 2009. I thought to myself - hmm this is going to be THE make or break year. I'm either going to screw my whole life up entirely or be successful in everything I do.

Now I'm one of those people who plan their whole lives from when they're going to graduate and where this would take place to where they're going to live and when they're going to have their first job and what they're going to be doing as a career.

And no matter how hard I try to not do that. Because I know that God will just do something amazing to remind me to put him and his wishes for me first. I still let everything just get ahead of me.

This year has been no exception. I planned for a million things. Thought a million things would happen. Hoped a million things would not happen. And now I can safely say, that not everything went to plan. It's been one hell of an unpredictable year.

But in the end, I turned out okay. I mean still alive and counting the chickens (and the blessings too).

I'm looking forward to so many exciting things in 2010. But reminding myself to take one day at a time.

And New Years resolution?
1. Develop healthy relationships based on the truth and the truth ONLY.
2. Read my Bible more.
3. Actually revise in advance for my exams rather than cramming 24 hours before.
4. Be a happier, nicer person to the world.

Happy New Year everyone :)
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It's a basic truth of the human condition that everybody lies. The only variable is about what. The weird thing about telling someone they're dying is it tends to focus their priorities. You find out what matters to them. What they're willing to die for. What they're willing to lie for.

Another inspiring House quote.

Christmas 2009 is done and dusted. Well nearly anyhow!

Boxing day sales tomorrow. Wooo! I'm going to shop till I drop. Literally.

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What do you do with a boy who says he's not sure if he wants you any more in his life. Period. and then emails you 48 hours later to wish you a Merry Christmas?

Boys. Seriously. Why are they so weird and uncomfortably different?
Breaks my Heart.

Hm but nearly the end of the year :)
And following on from Nihal's countdown of the top 5 songs in 2009.
Here's my top 5 :)

5. Lady Gaga - Just Dance
4. N Dubz ft Mr Hudson - Playing with Fire
3. Prodigy - Invaders Must Die
2. Example - Won't go quietly
1. Florence and the Machine - Rabbit Heart

Have a great Christmas everybody :D
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Another Fashion Victim
Originally uploaded by Purple_Fairy

Was feeling a bit down today due to several reasons.

Someone cross-referenced me to Lady Gaga whilst commenting on my new haircut.
This same person today told me that I was behaving a bit up myself when to be fair ..I was being a bit more reasonable and sensible that this other person was.

So.. my rebellious-making-a-point nature got the best of me.

Voila.
3 shots + photoshop
Take that cow.

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Inspired by
3OH!3 Featuring Katy Perry - Starstrukk
[Download and Listen. Or better still YOUTUBE it]

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Everytime I'm in the lounge and mum switches channels to B4U Movies, my heart does flips in every direction possible. Somehow the nauseating mix of cheesy romance, hindi dialogue, and pretty people is kind of frightening. Why? Why. I don't know what this new fear is all about. But I do know, that every time B4U Movies is on and a face like Shahid Kapoor's comes on I feel the urgent need to run out of the room and hide behind my bundle of "to-do-revision".

On other notes,
It's snowing. Which means tomorrow morning when I wake up, hopefully, fingers crossed, there will be orange sky and a blanket of white snow everywhere. If not. I'll be thoroughly disappointed.

I stumbled upon this as well..

"Your true calling is the place where your deep gladness meets the world’s deep need"
Frederich Buechner

Inspired.

Today was meant to be an Enrichment Day i.e. an authorised day off school to enrich my life.

In many ways,
I did enrich my life.
First, I finally got around to dye-ing my black GAP jeans that really are not faded but just to be OCD'd I did it. Then saw my poor worn out Lee's lying on the chair and thought heck why not? So I tried to revive them as well. However, due to the lack of sunshine and minus freezing temperatures they're still drying so really, I don't know whether it was actually worth the £2.90 or whatever ridiculous amount I spent on buying the dye.

The rest of the day was spent watching The Disney Channel. I'm not sad or anything but it just makes me plain happy sometimes.

I also learnt that sometimes you have to let go to know whether it was all worth it and although love hurts, it does not mean you should not love.

As well as coming to the conclusion that some "old" people are just plain mean!

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Originally uploaded by Purple_Fairy

The older I get the more evil I see.

As cheesy as that sounded. It's actually true. FACT. Just like how Dettol kills 99.9% of surface bacteria.

For example, Today trying to get the bus back home, Standing in the freezing cold, Blood flowing away from the extremities And the freaking bus decides to go off the boards TWICE. So I end up waiting over an hour for a bus to turn up. When it does creep along slowly the bus driver lady barks at me to wait outside. So here's me waiting for another 5 minutes while this lone man creeps out of the back down to the front of the bus. Finally when she does let me in (With the permission of the Queen herself) she tells me that I either squeeze into a space even paper cant slide through or I get off the bus. So I give her the "Are you kidding me?" look and get off the bus. 10 minutes later. The bus scheduled to come again goes off the board. When it does turn up, there's 2 other 54s trailing behind it. The first one with one passanger in the backseat. NOT HAPPY!

Evil world. Apart from more TSR stalking and trying to find out why I've been treated unfairly at work. My life atm is pretty much looking like it's hitting the recession curve.

Sad sad times.

Can't wait for Christmas on the other hand :D

Keeping up with the madness .. I got a block front fringe when I went to get my haircut. Absolute Madness.

I saw New Moon yesterday ( woo ) ..
Still a massive fan of the books... Somehow in the movies... The magic seems so lost :( ...

But definitely a recommended watch :D ... I mean.. Come on.. Who can resist a bit of mismatched romance?


And It's got to be said ... Team Edward all the way.
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