Summer

I drank far too much caffeine today.

I'm leaving for India Saturday morning. British Airways. Direct. Somehow.. I can smell the aeroplane. Stench of cold food enough to make the stomach do flips. Some lemony air freshener that will be sprayed to debug the plane carrying nearly 300 people. Not to forget the aching sensation in the ears once landed. Flying sucks.

The Departure Lounge is the best - because there's always the Arrivals waiting on the other end. It's one journey in life that actually has a destination that is known.

Waiting in the crowd at Immigration Check is the worst. Stupid government workers sitting on the other end with their frowns. Someone needs to introduce them to the wonderful effects coffee has. Stimulation is what they need!

What's worse? Going through Customs.

I feel so sick.

Reasons to be a doctor

I enjoy House.
I look forward to 9:00 pm Monday-Thursday and Sunday just so I can watch House.
House is amazing.
I want to be like Dr. House who is all knowing minus the depression, the Vicadin addiction and the emotion retardeness!

I think this will impress the med school admissions tutor very much. Do you not think?


Last day of school tomorrow guys! Woop woop.

Random

I think the alignment of the moon to the Sun, the Stars and the Earth is affecting me.

I seem to have lost a bit of my soul somewhere.

I don't think I care enough anymore.

Beauty

Okay Update : Challenge of Management with KEGS Day 1 was bearable. It wasn't a complete misery! So that's okay..

On my way back home on the bus I got thinking..Beauty.
It's hard to distinguish something to be beautiful isn't it? I mean sure people say beauty is what lies within or beauty is in the eye of the beholder .. But we don't always mean it do we? I mean I certainly can put my hands up and acknowledge the fact that sometimes I base judgments on looks and not the person within.

What about love. Beauty. Surely they both are connected. When you love someone you should almost forget what they look or looked like. They are bound to change in their physical appearance aren't they? It's being human. Breaking down of elastin and slower rate of skin cell regeneration. What about those annoyingly varying metabolic rates? I mean as long as someone is not overly obese or anorexicly underweight - it shouldn't matter should it?

Wrong. We're far too human.

I'm having a "paddy"

I hate unknown crowds. New people. New situations. You'd think I'd be the most tolerant of all three situations after all that travelling and school shifting. Heck no.

KEGs + Challenge of Management. Kill me now. Okay how bad can it get? Usually I'm a pessimist by nature so when reality occurs I'm hoping for the better side of things. The trying-not-to-jinx-it rule.

But nooo...I can predict my future now. I'm going to be stuck with people I may not get on with due to clashing personalities (not that I'm a difficult person to get on with, some people may not just like my face - in a totally not racist way of course!). Gahhh. Okay... So technically it's 9 hours and 15 minutes of my life isn't it tomorrow?.. I can deal with 9 hours and 15 minutes of unfamiliarity. Yes sir. No problemo.

I mean... it's not like I'm going to be in a COMPLETELY new situation with COMPLETELY new people. Considering pretty much every one of those "people" are going to be highly intelligent 16-17 year olds.. Oh that doesn't bother me at all :S

I'm that donkey you try and drag to the river hoping it will take a drink but it never does. If that made sense.

xx

Personal statement

I tried to write the opening lines of my personal statement today.

Epic failure

I am going to watch House instead!

Strawberry Milkshakes On A Sunny Day