Eighteen finally.
It's been a crazy weekend...followed by a crazy week! But I'm learning.. Learning new life lessons. I guess thats what life does. It teaches you things about people and relationships. It teaches you about yourself. 18 years of learning. I think I've done okay I guess. I mean, still alive right?
On a more religious christian point of view. I guess my relationship with God has progressed. I'm learning to trust him more. Baby steps as they say! I've learnt that when I fall he's always there to catch me and pull me through. That as much as sometimes I never understand what he does, I know wherever the journey ends, it was all worth it. And also how reliant I am on him when life gets a bit .......... poop.
On other updates
UKCAT today. results = screw you verbal reasoning!
"u werent being urself" - :S sad times!
I got offered a child ticket on the bus back home....woooo that made my day :D
x
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
56 Seconds
You know your in trouble when ASDA further reduces everything to less than half price. 2 and a half million unemployment rate and still counting.. damn this recession.
I overheard a convo yesterday on the bus. Something about every can of Red Bull reducing your life expectancy by 56 seconds. "56 seconds?", was the unamused remark made by the listener "56 seconds is not much..." ... Contrary... If only he knew how tragic 56 seconds could be to someone... right? .. or maybe... How valuable those 56 seconds could be to someone.
Obama has seriously done it now hasn't he? Calling Kanye West a jackass. I mean seriously? :S That's such a big mistake for his perfect nice guy image. Well atleast now we know he's human and not God.
x
I overheard a convo yesterday on the bus. Something about every can of Red Bull reducing your life expectancy by 56 seconds. "56 seconds?", was the unamused remark made by the listener "56 seconds is not much..." ... Contrary... If only he knew how tragic 56 seconds could be to someone... right? .. or maybe... How valuable those 56 seconds could be to someone.
Obama has seriously done it now hasn't he? Calling Kanye West a jackass. I mean seriously? :S That's such a big mistake for his perfect nice guy image. Well atleast now we know he's human and not God.
x
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
010909
I cannot verbal reason. I definitely cannot quantitatively reason. I am the worst Abstract reasoner you will find on this planet. But give me decision analysis, a pen and some paper - I'll be happy forever!
And really I should be studying. And I would be studying. If only I could! But hearing the constant banging of tiles is not helping.
Aptitude tests suck! GR!
And really I should be studying. And I would be studying. If only I could! But hearing the constant banging of tiles is not helping.
Aptitude tests suck! GR!
Thursday, 27 August 2009
Monday, 24 August 2009
Updates
This recession has gone on for too long! Gr someone print some more money! Make it stop :(
Other than that life is pretty much sailing along on calm waters!
Updates : Went down to London to meet the queen (you wish) .. no to meet my southie bffs for bonding time over lunch that was delayed by atleast an hour no thanks to a very late national express!
Also arranged work experience in a GP surgery in literally the middle of nowhere and I thought Chelmsford buses were unreliable and expensive.. pwah!
Personal statement. Grrrrr... Double grrrrrr...
Holidays nearly over and soon back at the Devil's cage. The prospect of sitting through 20 minutes staring at AMOs face and going through another whole year of trying to please her. Kill me now!!!
Day-trip my motivation dear.
x
Other than that life is pretty much sailing along on calm waters!
Updates : Went down to London to meet the queen (you wish) .. no to meet my southie bffs for bonding time over lunch that was delayed by atleast an hour no thanks to a very late national express!
Also arranged work experience in a GP surgery in literally the middle of nowhere and I thought Chelmsford buses were unreliable and expensive.. pwah!
Personal statement. Grrrrr... Double grrrrrr...
Holidays nearly over and soon back at the Devil's cage. The prospect of sitting through 20 minutes staring at AMOs face and going through another whole year of trying to please her. Kill me now!!!
Day-trip my motivation dear.
x
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
Monday, 17 August 2009
Back
It only seems like yesterday I was standing in the Starbucks queue waiting for my skinny latte constantly getting calls from dad on the other end of the terminal to hurry up because it's boarding time.
Arriving in Anna International Airport, Chennai. The humidity just hits you and suddenly all you want to do is take off your clothes and have a cold shower.
I got screened for swine flu which was pretty exciting and Immigration check was the longest process ever. Like always we were in the cursed queue that moved the slowest!
Overall, it's been a crazy but amazingly quick holiday :( I got lucky and got to spend time with the boyfriend himself which was awesome fun. Going down to the beach and walking on the shore ..holding hands... reminiscing about past and future memories and goals. How much we missed each other.. How much we love each other.. It was a dream!
I've realised alot of things this holiday too. The grass is not always greener on the other side. Officially! I began to envy my cousins who lived in India..fighting for survival on a daily basis. Stupidly enough I crave the mess. The pollution. Going out in an auto and coming back hair smelling like petrol. The rush. The constant beep beeps on the road. Kissan fruit jam. Amul butter. Little hearts biscuits.
I realised that how much ever I may love living in England. Deep down.. this is not home. That one day I'll want to go back to where I've come from.
Right now it feels like as if I have a year of absolute pain to endure before going back for another month on holiday. It shouldn't feel like this surely. melodramatic? gah!
I miss my baby :( I've realised alot of things. One of them was ...I need him.
x
Arriving in Anna International Airport, Chennai. The humidity just hits you and suddenly all you want to do is take off your clothes and have a cold shower.
I got screened for swine flu which was pretty exciting and Immigration check was the longest process ever. Like always we were in the cursed queue that moved the slowest!
Overall, it's been a crazy but amazingly quick holiday :( I got lucky and got to spend time with the boyfriend himself which was awesome fun. Going down to the beach and walking on the shore ..holding hands... reminiscing about past and future memories and goals. How much we missed each other.. How much we love each other.. It was a dream!
I've realised alot of things this holiday too. The grass is not always greener on the other side. Officially! I began to envy my cousins who lived in India..fighting for survival on a daily basis. Stupidly enough I crave the mess. The pollution. Going out in an auto and coming back hair smelling like petrol. The rush. The constant beep beeps on the road. Kissan fruit jam. Amul butter. Little hearts biscuits.
I realised that how much ever I may love living in England. Deep down.. this is not home. That one day I'll want to go back to where I've come from.
Right now it feels like as if I have a year of absolute pain to endure before going back for another month on holiday. It shouldn't feel like this surely. melodramatic? gah!
I miss my baby :( I've realised alot of things. One of them was ...I need him.
x
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